TOPIC: AstroD's debriefing

So I went for a free workout pass at a gym today, and afterwards, decided to shower. I figured that my old school days were over after 2 rds. So I go to the showers and there's this motherfucker with a huge shlong showering and I turned around and left. Although my Cock is girthier now, it's still a funny looking short little fat turtle. My rd 3 is at the end of this month. But there's no help for my length. I'd like to try something, but from what I've read, if I stop eventually, I will lose most of the stretched length eventually. Already my Cock looks smaller from just the absorption of the collagen. It looks a skinny as it did after healing from rd 1, 3 months after. The only improvement really, is when it's Erect. I wish my Flaccid looked as good.

Dude, you would have been fine in the locker room.

@AstroD: Dude, that was me! You walked in and then abruptly left.... Nah, I'm kidding. It wasn't me. I agree with BriceB. You would have been fine.

Easy for you guys to say, you two are hung well in the Flaccid state. I wonder if something can be done with the retractor muscle that causes Turtling?

Hey Astro- you ever take Cialis or one of those long lasting herbal viagras? When I take a Cialis I hang prob around an half Inch to Inch longer on avg for about 3 days. You dont just pop a rod uncontrollably like you would think.

Yes, actually I do take 20mg every once in a while to kind of keep it chubbed when I know I'll be out amongst women. But I had just gotten out of the cold pool and, well, you know, it shrivels. That guy was already in the hot shower, and he was hung. I think I even retracted more when I caught the glimpse. I did a perfect military about face, sighed, and went to my locker to change.

See, it's still in my head, isn't it? It's in all our heads, we who do this.

Yeah man. It's in our head.. Start a thread on this mental aspect. I could write for days on my psychosis.
A few months ago I did a naked spray tan for a competition and stood next to this black guy (not that that means anything, I'm stating that for story effect) who was probably 6 inches shorter than me. He had a toilet paper roll between his legs.
The girls were going back and forth touching us up.. I was mortified.
The weird thing is- before the girlfriend I have now, I probably would have laughed at the situation. Or even told the spray tan girl to get extra tan ready for the other guy as a joke. This relationship I'm in has really messed me up bad.
Funny you take the 20mg "when I know I'll be out amongst women". I do exactly the same thing. Pool, strip club, beach, massage etc etc. Sometimes even if I'm doing nothing- I miss the chub effect so I just pop one.

My girl used to say I had a big Cock, but that was soon after rd 1. She doesn't say that anymore, and I know a lot has resorbed. If I could at least stay at 7" base, 6.5 mid and 6" at head when Erect, I'll be satisfied. My body seems to resorb any unnatural material (or at least the vehicle it was in), and my collagen production is probably very low. After rd 3, I think I'll just stop with PE and take what I have.

AstroD:

We all suffer from that. I do. Maybe briceb doesn't and a few others but most of us do. It's all in our heads tho.

I'm wearing this friggin extender to pull mine longer. For example, I wore my x4 labs extender 8.5 hours today with breaks every 1.5 to 2 hours for 5 min. I even upgraded to the 3600 grams of force springs. I keep the tension between the 1st and 2nd mark. That's approximately 4 lbs. So yeah, it's in my head too.

CPW

Man, you are not alone in thinking that. It is pretty common for guys to think that way. Hell, I know I have a good size and I still have moments when I think this way.

AstroD, have you had round 3 yet? If so, how did it go? I'm thinking it went really well.

Yes, I'm a week out. I got 9cc of 30% and 5cc of 10% for a total of 14% Linnea Safe.

I have about three small white pimples and I'm massaging them and pressing them with my nail to flatten them. Today, one popped and as I was massaging, all this goop came out. It was clear and bloody at the same time, and felt viscous. I figured it may be the 10% PMMA because my last two rds with all 30% Metacrill this never happened. And it didn't seem like puss because usually puss is white or cream color. A lot came out, I would say the size of a marble if I could roll it around. I stopped squeezing and pressed hard on it, since I don't want to lose any of it since it was expensive! I hope it doesn't heal with a depression where it all oozed out! I'm still taking the antibiotics too.

So anyway, it looks ok, time will tell if it gets all bumpy like it was before this last third round.

This pic is just before the entry point at the left upper shaft where the nice bulge is (which I thought was already closed off) burst open. I wish I got a pic of the ooze that came out!

Actually, I just inspected it and it does look like there's stuff missing there now...it's not a round and bulgy anymore. I should email Dr. C to see if he can touch it up.

Dang! That sucks. But honestly your penis is looking good. I bet you'll end up be really happy with the results. Sometimes it takes time for things to even out a bit.

I already miss that "log Hanging" feeling directly after the procedure.Being a Grower absolutely sucks. It's just cruel. You look well on your way to being a monster shower though!

CPW, that's what Wade said. He said Dr. C won't give an opinion until at least 5 weeks out so to be patient, and I will. The exudate was probably body fluids and carrier, with not much PMMA. So it shouldn't make a big difference. I wish I had done PRP as well. I did last time and it seemed to help.

beast, my photo is after I pulled it out for a stretch just before the pic. Mine still turtles although not as much as before. still, it doesn't look right until I pull on it so it hangs better. I may start doing the CPW x4 technique for a better Flaccid.