TOPIC: Taking the PMMA plunge

Well, I did a ton of research on Thunders today, and it looks like Hanging without surgery has all the same drawbacks as surgery. Loss of EQ possible, and lowering of Erection angle almost certain. Oh well, not the end of the world to be my length, but I'm not prepared to lose on either of those two. Truth is, I love my Dick now and I don't want to mess it up. The quest for more is addictive, but I know for a fact I'm getting the job done at my current size, so why screw it up. Might still get a 3rd Girth session though, I dunno.

Reality Check


I have spent so much time on this site, that I am absolutely positive my point of view has become completely skewed. On this site, we routinely speak of 6 Inch Girth as barely adequate, and 7 Inch Girth is starting to become commonplace. Now, I don't think this is bad, and this is not a judgement by me or anything along those lines, but I think Sizemic said it best when he compared this process to bulking up on steroids, where you can quickly lose all sense of moderation and start making yourself into a characature.

I say this because I have been seeing a woman for a couple weeks now, and she is extremely attractive and has some experience with guys. She has a child and is in her 30s. She is above average height and though thin is not waify or frail, a genuine all American sexy woman. We were having sex last night and she said, "oh my god you're so huge fuck me with that big Dick."
She was quite intoxicated and was clearly not putting on a show. I thanked her for the compliment afterward and she looked at me funny, and I had to explain to her what I meant. She said, "oh, well you have a big Dick."

I countered with, "I know but it's still nice to hear" and then moved on. The truth is though, I don't know that. I forget. I'm still the guy that carried around all that insecurity for all those years. I can't see the truth objectively.

The fact is, 6.5 BPEL and 5.5 MSEG is apparently pretty fucking big to normal women. I get this again and again now. The thing is, in my mind, I'm still small. It doesn't change, it doesn't go away. I'm like a 6'1 guy walking around with a napoleon complex. I am way above average, and my brain refuses to accept that.

I'm not pointing fingers, I don't give a crap about what anyone else does, I just wanted to let some guys out there who are already bigger than average know that you don't have to shoot for 6 or 7 in Girth. It's ok. You don't have to split her in half. She likes it. She likes you. A lot. She's impressed. You probably don't need another round. Your brain still won't tell you you're big, not really, not on a deep level. Try broadening your interests, take up a new sport, write a book, take a class, etc.

I'm writing this to myself as much as anyone else. This is a wake up call - you do not have to be shorty Mac to get a girl off. It's ok to stop at big. Seriously, you've reached the mountaintop. You've arrived. The ladies have spoken, and 5.5 MSEG is extremely good for most women.

Thanks so much for this DWD.. Im almost pretty close to that size and i still feel tiny. I have gained a entire Inch and currently 6x5.1 and I still feel like I have a small Dick. Thats thanks to porn AND some of the men on this here forum. dont have a lot of experience so I have nothing to go off. But your post puts everything into perspective. Natural PE'ers would to get a 5.5 Girth. At this point Im actually happy theres no solid way to gain length through surgery because it would be a bunch of guys walking around with 9X7 dicks. Actually having to WORK for the length weeds a lot of the competition..lol.

Nice post DWD...very true for many of us I think. Personally I'm happy and now honestly finally don't want any more Girth (I'm just a hair over 6" Girth). But as you said, my mental self image sometimes reverts back to the 'old me'. Don't get me wrong, I feel great, way better. But it seems I need some 3rd party verification (besides the wife who obviously will tell me its big). Not that I want to bang anyone but my wife...but maybe if they just saw it their facial reaction or response might be all I need to finally accept that I'm bigger than average. Similar to the other recent post by someone who showed off by creating situations...i.e. hey I got a sun burn on my Dick (so someone asks to see), etc. Just something to 'undo' all of the times girls would be talking about big dicks over the years and I'd feel uncomfortable that I didn't measure up. Now I do and nobody even knows. Its a weird feeling. Its nice to have the group here...the only people in the world who know how each other feels before and after this process...and for many of us, the only people in the world who know our secret.

Great point about the natural PEers. If you go on thunders 5.5 is considered a pretty big Girth and 6in an unreachable hugeness for most. The steroid comparison is apt here, were of talking about our 20in biceps while normal people walk around wanting 16ers or something.

To add to this I dont think its fair of guys whom have had tons of PMMA injected into his penis should be comparing themselves to someone with their god given dicks. At the end of the day any guy in this world can get your penis stats if they want to. Just let them know how you got to that point so you AND your friends can all be swinging. I plan on being 7x6. The cool thing is, that i KNOW thats gonna be my stats by mid 2014 with my stretching routine and my old friend PMMA . No one should be thinking they are King Dick because you've "paid" for what you have. So when your at a stall or anywhere else don't stick you chests out like your better. Do them a favor and let them know how they can get a man made Dick like you. Ive already got a friend on to what I'm doing because i know he's small and want to help him. We had the same stats "known him since babies" and I'm bigger than him now. instead of bragging about what I have I've past on my PE knowledge to him. He also knows about my plans for PMMA. I look at PMMA like breast implants now. It works, has its complications, But becoming the norm.

Haha, I think maybe we're jumping ahead of ourselves here, PMMA is not becoming the norm haha.

Also, I dont think anyone with a big PMMA Dick feels better about themselves or that they're better than a natural big Dick'd person even if you have surpassed them. To me its nothing but maybe jealousy that they were born with it and got it stress free and I had to work/pass/stress for that shit. I still get annoyed when I think about my ex who was like 8x6 and didn't think twice about it, so I don't think about it haha.

Well not like breast implants.. But i see it getting there soon in a few years. Theres lots of breast augmentations that has to be reversed like some penile procedures. I compared it to PMMA because I never saw so many guys getting the same procedure so quickly in droves.. LIKE.... women and breast implants.

Good post DWD! I have been saying basically the same thing . To many are judging their manhood on how big their Dick is!

Update 4.5 months

I had been having some issues with EQ, so I have been doing kegel exercises (2 sets of 20 mins each) every day. It's been about two weeks of that, and I can attest to it being absolutely true that kegels can drastically improve EQ. I am now back to my original angle,like a rock, and here's some interesting news. I measured this morning, checking to see if I've lost any size, and my measurements are significantly different.

I am now at just over 5.8 inches midshaft, and 6.1 inches at the base. Also, my nbpel is at 6.25. Now, I have had issues with EQ for a long time, and I take Cialis regularly, so I'm guessing that I have been getting half assed erections almost all the time when I measure, so it's possible that had something to do with this. I can't blame it on post sex swelling, no sex for a few days. If this is just a result of EQ improving, then wow, it's the best thing a person could do to try to improve it. If I have actually gained some size over the last month, then that's also awesome as my gains from round 2 weren't that great, but I haven't read of anyone gaining size 4 months out. I will take measurements again and post pics in the next few days.

Any thoughts on what's going on?

That's great news. Been in the same boat you were with poor eq n having to resort to Cialis often. You're doing two 20min sessions of just squeezing it every sec?

I'm doing squeeze as hard as possible for 10-20 seconds, then release, then repeat.

Do you think your decrease in EQ is in any way related to the PMMA ???

Not in the least. EQ was great until Hanging, and has pretty much returned to normal. It is a little more difficult for me to orgasm through oral, for whatever reason, but much easier and more satisfying through vaginal. It's a trade off.

So, I reached a new, well, I won't call it a low, but it's certainly not great. One of my girlfriends came over tonight, and informed me that she and her new friend started talking tonight, and they realized that they had both fucked me. I screwed her new friend last summer, and didn't call her back. Now, that's awkward enough, but her friend got the unenhanced Dick, and my gf got the enhanced version, and I haven't told my gf I had anything done. This could get really weird as they do the girl thing and start talking to each other. Also, is the world that small, or have I literally fucked like 50 different women in the last year since my divorce? I believe both of those are true. I need to sloooooooooow the fuck down.