TOPIC: PMMA REMOVAL

It was clearly a problem by day 5-7...I could tell the fluid-like swelling was mostly gone and there were extremely dense areas that wouldn't budge. You'd have to look at my progress report and some links in there to see more specific. Everything that was hardened by day 7 was permanent and is permanent to this day, one year later.

On the other hand, in my second round, I had 2 big nodules that totally disappeared. Something went wrong in round 3 and to this day, it is unknown what that was.

I have ocd. I'm obsessed with my size. What was happening pre PMMA was I was obsessing over numbers, words like big or small, objects shaped like a penis. Numbers were the worst tho. When I heard someone say 6, I thought 6 inches. Every number I heard I related it to inches.

I thought the only way to eliminate this was thru PMMA. I thought that if I get a bigger Dick, ill stop my obsessive thoughts and feeling inferior. The last few years have been crippling.

Now, I'm very depressed. I wish I had conservative appointments with dr c. And I absolutely wish I never had the Removal surgery.

I'm afraid that unless I get this fixed once and for all with another PMMA session, I may never be happy about basic things again b.c ill always things about my sad penis.

By the way, I'm aware of my tone the last few days and I know you may all think I sound pathetic. This is just a really tough time for me.

Do you suffer from anxiety or ocd?

Guys,

I'm about to go in for operation tomorrow morning and I'm SUPER nervous about the scarring and how it could look unnatural(like a bunch of tiny x's)
What I'm most concerned about is my scarring turning out to look like this:

this is an image from Dr reeds website of a pre op procedure from a patient who has had multiple surgeries.
NOTICE THE EAST/WEST LINES where the cut was made!!! it looks awful.

Dr. Reed told me to have the stitching removed 12-14 days after surgery to prevent this type of scarring. I've seen your pictures and the scarring turned out pretty well.
Anyone with personal experience that can tell me how to prevent crisscrossed scarring?

@Youngwildfreefree

I'm not to worried about the scar as I had scrotal webbing Removal years ago and the surgeon can use the same scarline. The scar I don't even notice anymore, nobody has ever noticed or said anything.

yungwildfree23 wrote: Be conservative on your first go. Trust me. I was desperate for a bigger Dick and now I'm looking at removing a portion of it. Ask for a little and then go back and ask for a little more. Of you go big right off the bat your Dick will be fucked up and you'll be in my position. Go for a little here and there until its perfect.




This is me after a took a Viagra so my penis plumped up. I wanted to post this so you guys can see a different version/Erection level of my unevenness.

Im curious to see what Dr C and Wade have said of your problem? have they given suggestions to fix it or is Dr Reed you only chance?

Hopefully everything went well! Wishing you the best...

Other than that clump it looks fine and it appears that you could have your penis evened out with abother round. Just expensive and time consuming.

I agree with jd123. It sounds like you have anxiety or penile dysmorphic disorder. I should know because I too suffer from anxiety and I used to be obsessed over size when I was younger. That fades as you age and realize more important things in life.

You can't determine after 48 hours that your surgery was a mistake. Healing can take several months and will take a lot of care, rest, and patience to get through it. I am going through a similar healing process as you right now. I just keep my mind on other things and let the slow healing process work. The scars will heal too. Try this scar gel.

www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00HMD6DBI/ref=yo_ii_img?ie=UTF8&psc=1

I just had certain nodules removed and I thought at the time that would be the end of it. I didn't have it degloved with everything removed. It worsened considerably over time, so I wish I just degloved and had it all removed. At this point, the entire PMMA layer has hardened and turned into lumps. There used to be a soft section of where the metacrill was and then the lumps of linnea safe from round 3. It seems like my body decided to attack everything in the past year and turn it all hard and lumpy. A few other people PMed me with similar issues.

No cuz I haven't gotten with any chicks. I'm embarrassed to hook up cuz its too obvious that theres been work done!!!

I understand that there is no perfect penis, every Dick has its complications but those are mostly visual, not complications with the touch and feel of it. That's the thing people dont talk about before they get this procedure. Its going to FEEL different to. They are injecting here, there and everywhere and its impossible to inject the perfect layer all around your penis. Theres gonna be a little more here than there is their, you understand? Plus if the after care isn't perfect that you have to deal with those complications as well.

Jd123 have you had the procedure or are you deciding on it?

Small jay I will make all my concerns very clear to the dr. . Luckily, since the PMMA Mass is on the lower part of the shaft, he said he'll be able to cut in the scrotum so there wont be any visable scar on my shaft. I will confirm this with him. I will also make sure he lines the area with a colored marker prior to Removal so we're on the same page of exactly what needs to be removed.

(I'm hoping he can cut n the middle of the scrotum where our god given stitching was made! That would be ideal

JD there are much worse cases but this is just unlivable. If I want a girlfriend, a wife to spend the rest of my life with, I need my penis to be in order. Plain and simple. Maybe im in fantasy land but my goal is that months after surgery the scar is unnoticeable and I can go on with my life like I never had it.

Chester im not sure how much DR C put in but I know it was a alot. I had 2 full (and I mean FULL) procedures where I remember him telling me "that's enough for you" plus a touch up appointment. I would say the max 30% for sure but not sure how much cc.

Pictures and updates will follow in the coming days.

Thanks messageman..know for another 4 or 5 days until I take the wrap off.

yungwildfree23 wrote:

PSSSSST - Your Dick is FINE.

I think we tend to forget here that dicks all look weird and have different shapes. Don't spend the money. So what if it's a little uneven. I'm totally serious.

Phalloplasty is so depressing