--- title: "PMMA or Belladerm w/ Dr. R? - PhalloBoards - Phalloboards" description: "Hi everyone, I'm new to the forum, been lurking for a few weeks. I have read through many of the threads about both Belladerm &... - Page 3" url: "https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/general-phalloplasty-discussion-archive/6087679-pmma-or-belladerm-w-dr-r.html?start=30" date: "2026-08-06T18:52:26+00:00" language: "en-GB" --- PhalloBoards - An Online Community to Discuss Penile Girth Enhancement General Forum Doctors Forum Username Password Remember me - [ Forgot your password? ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/component/users/reset.html?Itemid=101) - [ Forgot your username? ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/component/users/remind.html?Itemid=101) - [ Create an account ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) # TOPIC: PMMA or Belladerm w/ Dr. R? ## Re: PMMA or Belladerm w/ Dr. R? 13 years 8 months ago [\#1276130036](#1276130036) - **[bones](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/2009268-bones.html "View bones's Profile")** - [![bones's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/core/svg/person.svg)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/2009268-bones.html "View bones's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/2009268-bones.html) - General - ![General](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rank1.gif) - Posts: 68 - Thanks: 0 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=2009268) Hoddle10 you are 100% right, I've already made up my mind & I'm doing biased research looking for the answers I wanna hear. And like you notsureyet82, I have a psychological problem about my penis that I'm sure was started by being exposed to hard core porn when I was a young boy. When I was like 11 or 12 years old me & my friend found his dad's huge porn mag collection & it changed me. Soon we started selling & trading the magazines out to the older neighborhood boys like crack so, I became a porn broker at 12 years old. Since then I was always conscious about my size & had locker room phobia & the fear of being caught turtled up in a cold shower plagued me. As a teen during my first sexual experiences I remember being so conscious of my size feeling inadequate that I had trouble staying hard. I was trying to live up to the images of the porn stars in my head & it caused me problems. By my mid 20s I eventually got over that (but, not totally) & had many healthy relationships but, still never felt I was the stud I wanted to be. When I discovered pumping it gave me the temporary feeling of feeling studly. Part of it for me is like Sizemic's reasons, the sex becomes like porn, it turns me on. Its NOT really about pleasing a woman, its about feeling manly. But, like I said I'am really tired of being concerned about pumping & the purple Dick its given me. My GF decided to date a "stud" / the "pumped me", I'm sure she would be slightly disappointed to find out the truth. Not to mention my GF wants to take a vacation together & the first thing I'm thinking is how am I gonna pump? or what if customs pulls my pump outta my suitcase! Lol Oh btw I measured myself last night with a real fabric flexible tape measure instead of the spring loaded steel tape measure I was using & I was disappointed to find I'm actually 5.25 mseg (the widest part.) I can turtle pretty bad too, I thought maybe with the extra weight of PMMA or a graft it would minimize the Turtling. Yes I know I'm average & my problems are psychological but, they are deep & have had a negative effect on my life & the image of myself. So, still considering the risk... Thanks for the comments & support guys. *edit. thinking back, I was about 12yrs old. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9nZW5lcmFsLWZvcnVtL2dlbmVyYWwtcGhhbGxvcGxhc3R5LWRpc2N1c3Npb24tYXJjaGl2ZS82MDg3Njc5LXBtbWEtb3ItYmVsbGFkZXJtLXctZHItci5odG1sP21hcmtkb3duPTEmc3RhcnQ9MzA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: PMMA or Belladerm w/ Dr. R? 13 years 8 months ago [\#1275747069](#1275747069) - **[bones](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/2009268-bones.html "View bones's Profile")** - [![bones's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/core/svg/person.svg)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/2009268-bones.html "View bones's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/2009268-bones.html) - General - ![General](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rank1.gif) - Posts: 68 - Thanks: 0 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=2009268) Some interesting info about grafts & the body here. Especially the section about: Host Immune Response [ www.qmp.com](https://www.qmp.com) Last edit: by [Dev\_Team](https://j4.phalloboards.info/general-forum/user/456-dev-team.html "View Dev_Team's Profile") Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9nZW5lcmFsLWZvcnVtL2dlbmVyYWwtcGhhbGxvcGxhc3R5LWRpc2N1c3Npb24tYXJjaGl2ZS82MDg3Njc5LXBtbWEtb3ItYmVsbGFkZXJtLXctZHItci5odG1sP21hcmtkb3duPTEmc3RhcnQ9MzA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. 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