--- title: "Penile Dysmorphic Disorder - PhalloBoards - Phalloboards" description: "Penile Dysmorphic Disorder is a psychological disorder in which a man is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by a perceived deficit in the size of his..." url: "https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/love-lust-vanity/6433010-penile-dysmorphic-disorder.html?start=0" date: "2026-08-06T21:12:20+00:00" language: "en-GB" --- PhalloBoards - An Online Community to Discuss Penile Girth Enhancement General Forum Doctors Forum Username Password Remember me - [ Forgot your password? ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/component/users/reset.html?Itemid=101) - [ Forgot your username? ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/component/users/remind.html?Itemid=101) - [ Create an account ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) # TOPIC: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1279974968](#1279974968) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) > Jonyoung wrote: To the OP message man how did you gain 2 and a half inches of Girth on your Dick Why don't attempt to read his thread which details his journey? Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278785352](#1278785352) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) Hi Hoddle Thank you for sharing. Do you feel that enlarging your penis alleviated your depression (at least to a degree)? What do you believe may have been the genesis of your obsession? Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1279981901](#1279981901) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) umm I do not cum with any pussy. Its difficult to get me.off. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1279972693](#1279972693) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) To the OP message man how did you gain 2 and a half inches of Girth on your Dick Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278828907](#1278828907) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) > Miracle8x7 wrote: Perhaps a bit off topic but I'm giving you a nudge MM... You need to continue your story. I need you to continue your epic saga. > > M8 out. Mi Miracle Nudge acknowledged.... I literally haven't had a free weekend to sit down and bang it out since 2011, and I don't want to do a half-assed job...But your support is certainly motivating... Thanks brother.... MM Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1279769470](#1279769470) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) I feel this topic needs to be pinned. It's becoming increasingly apparent that a high number of our members experience this (including myself) to some degree. Penile dysmorphia is not much different than an anorexic girl believing she's morbidly obese (in an extreme example). But what makes penile/penis dysmorphia so brutal is that it has an impact on so many aspects of a man's psyche, including manliness/manhood, performance/performance anxiety, Girth-obsession (i.e. continual pursuit of gains by any means necessary), etc etc etc. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278786698](#1278786698) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) I feel fine about my size until I see your monster wang MM. Of course, FatMike's Girth is making me insanely jealous. I have to remind myself of how large I really am. I don't think too many women get to enjoy an 8 x 6.5 regularly. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278831252](#1278831252) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) In a word, yes, almost everybody on here has it. I figure people will be shooting for 9-10 Inch Girth soon enough. Now that we have people pushing 8, I don't think there's really any choice but to try to surpass that. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278786711](#1278786711) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) Perhaps a bit off topic but I'm giving you a nudge MM... You need to continue your story. I need you to continue your epic saga. M8 out. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278882977](#1278882977) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) > hoddle10 wrote: I'd imagine quite a few of us have this issue. It's no exaggeration to say my preoccupation with my penis size has ruled and ruined my life. I literally feel as trying to achieve anything in life is pointless without having a big penis, as I can't feel content without one. That isn't an exaggeration either. I've tired therapy with countless psychologists and lots of different SSRI's, but nothing seems to work. Unfortunately my issues started at such a young age, it's pretty much ingrained in me and is a source of constant anxiety. I wouldn't say I feel suicidal, though when I was younger and before I knew of surgical PE, I did think about it, but I do feel a sense of pointlessness to my existence and it's all because of PDD. Like I would have written it myself. The size has held me back from so many intercourses with beautiful women and given me so many depressions over the years. I have never wished more for anything than just the one thing we men cannot achieve by ourselves - a big Dick. I've been doing manual exercises for years with some success but I still feel very small, or should I say thin. I know that my length is above average. Looking in the mirror my length seems just average and it looks like a damn chop stick because the mid to the top is only 4.5-4.7" in Girth, while my base is 5-5.5. I still wish that no serious issues appears from people that have had PMMA so that I can have it done myself soon. I feel like its the last thing I need to do to make myself complete. I don't know if I suffer from the disease because I think that I would be very happy with life if I had a 5.5+ Girth and could focus on other things that mattered. How can you as a competitive male not get affected by stories, todays media, movies and especially porn? We all have friends or girlfriends who have mentioned the size of someones Cock, we all watch movies where they say that bigger is better and we all (most of us) watch porn where most of the guys are hung like horses. We see people making fun of others (especially on film) with small penises like everyone who has a small/average penis is a loser. Why did the nature construct us in this way where we can build muscles but not increase the size of our love muscle?! Please let PMMA work for all of you who needs it and may you all live a happier life! Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278774448](#1278774448) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) I'd imagine quite a few of us have this issue. It's no exaggeration to say my preoccupation with my penis size has ruled and ruined my life. I literally feel as trying to achieve anything in life is pointless without having a big penis, as I can't feel content without one. That isn't an exaggeration either. I've tired therapy with countless psychologists and lots of different SSRI's, but nothing seems to work. Unfortunately my issues started at such a young age, it's pretty much ingrained in me and is a source of constant anxiety. I wouldn't say I feel suicidal, though when I was younger and before I knew of surgical PE, I did think about it, but I do feel a sense of pointlessness to my existence and it's all because of PDD. Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278786747](#1278786747) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) . Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278827713](#1278827713) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) Penile Dysmorphic Disorder, I think quite a few guys have it on here but when people have a mental condition, they aren't aware of it, and continue to fight back with reasons to justify their behaviour. I think anything over 6 inches is serious over kill, but that's my opinion. I think going to monstrous proportions in order to increase self esteem, so a guy can think " I have the thickest penis in the room" is unhealthy. Before you can love anyone, you have learn to love yourself. Doctor C may be a skilled doctor but at the end of the day, he is getting paid cold hard cash, he isn't going to refuse, ka-ching. Even doctors should put their foot down. I wouldn't want to have a vagina and meet a penis from this forum, unless I wanted a wizard sleeve.... Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1307141574](#1307141574) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) Has anyone ever used THE TESTOSTERONE RING? I googled and searched on here but can't find any info outside the person who is pushing it [ www.penis-hanger.de/english/products/testosterone-ring/](https://www.penis-hanger.de/english/products/testosterone-ring/) Please [Log in](https://j4.phalloboards.info/login.html?return=aHR0cHM6Ly9qNC5waGFsbG9ib2FyZHMuaW5mby9mb3J1bS9sb3ZlLWx1c3QtdmFuaXR5LzY0MzMwMTAtcGVuaWxlLWR5c21vcnBoaWMtZGlzb3JkZXIuaHRtbD9tYXJrZG93bj0xJnN0YXJ0PTA=) or [Create an account](https://j4.phalloboards.info/register.html) to join the conversation. ## Re: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 13 years 2 weeks ago [\#1278786269](#1278786269) - **[messageman](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile")** - [![messageman's Avatar](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/avatars/resized/size144/users/avatar1722700.jpg?1309009799)](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html "View messageman's Profile") Topic Author - [ Offline](https://j4.phalloboards.info/forum/user/1722700-messageman.html) - Moderator - ![Moderator](https://j4.phalloboards.info/media/kunena/ranks/rankmod.gif) - Posts: 738 - Thanks: 10 - [ ](https://j4.phalloboards.info/pms.html?task=new&recip=1722700) I think my obsession stems from being ultra competitive. For some reason I always wanted the respect of my peers and from being good at sports etc I always got it. I was seen as a bit of an alpha male among my young buddies. So discovering I had a small penis, was something me ego simply couldn't take. In a pretty short time I went from being very ambitious to feeling as if even trying to be a successful man was a waste of time. So I guess the answer lies in why I felt the need to have the respect of my friends from such a young age. Sadly my surgeries were never successful, so didn't do anything to help with my mental state. However, before the problems became obvious, when I first took my bandages off, things looked pretty good and for that very brief moment, I felt pretty damn brilliant! This is why, despite having gone through 10+ surgeries, mainly for reconstruction, I still have ambitions for a successful enlargement, as the brief time for which I thought I had a big penis, my depression was alleviated. 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