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#  TOPIC: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

##  Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

   9 years 6 months ago [\#1294541528](#1294541528)

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 Hi there!

Right now i am seriously considering PMMA and planning for it ([ phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/pla...68135?pid=1294537403](http://phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/planning-pmma-procedure-journal-dr-ivana-nemeckova-prague-8368135?pid=1294537403) )

Now i am wondering:
Will i go from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA?

Funny thing i don't even have 'too small' anxiety (although i am very thin, see my planning journal above).

And another question:
I guess it will be also interesting showing new penis to women i am already sleeping with.
I guess i will just tell them if she asks.

Also: i am in tantra scene. Basically we are nude. It's like a 20 people group who all know my penis. Not all know it intimately.

I guess i could also tell 'i tried this natural penis enlargement thing' but that's like.. well, dishonest and misleading.

Also thinking about telling women i am sleeping with what i will do.
But i guess that's not good. Cause of course they have to tell me 'no don't do it'. I will not tell them, so they will have no responsibility for it.

(I told one female friend i was sleeping with for some time but not anymore - she said to never do the operation because think about what could happen if nerves get destroyed and nothing works anymore or something. That fear is not applicable with pmma.)

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

   9 years 6 months ago [\#1294545884](#1294545884)

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 Thanks for the positivity mustang.

@Reklaw. I've lurked for years. I know what I'm signing up for. And if I have problems, I sure as shit won't be crying about it on the internet everyday. I'll be figuring out a way to fix it.

I'm just thankful to be born in a day and age where I can actually do something about it. Less than 10 years ago people were pretty much screwed. PMMA isn't risk free obviously, but at least its a viable option.

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

   9 years 6 months ago [\#1294600159](#1294600159)

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> jamesjarmish wrote:
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> I've read a little, not enough, that the stem cell serum free fat method isuch better at preventing absorption and staying even, still causes problems in some cases I've seen though.
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> Anyways, swelling probably wasn't the right word, I just said that because people on here have theorized that there is long term swelling for months which explains why gains decrease after 3-6 months even after initial healing. Could be that, or new collagen fibers losing mass, or something else.
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> The immediate swelling from the procedure was always gone after a week or two. The beluga lump was definitely noticeable by that point, but I assumed it would go away over time.
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> By the three month mark, actually seemed like a really fast process when it happened - like one day just changed. Some of the PMMA became a lot softer and more natural feeling, but Girth decreased by a few fractions of an Inch even though it held steady until then. At this point lumps + the main lump on top were much more noticeable and stayed harder than the other material. I could put my fingers underneath it and basically lift up the lump from the rest of my penis and almost feel my fingers touch through to skin between it and above my natural penis.
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> By 6 month mark another decrease in Girth and more softness of the other parts. Had everywhere felt like the parts that softened, the treatment would be a miracle as everything just felt like natural skin. I guess the good result guys have this, I don't know.
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> Anyways this pattern seems common enough were after 6 months there are Girth losses as things soften up and kind of jelly-fy. I would say this is when remaining hard lumps become the worst in terms of being distinct and obvious.

What doctor did you choose?

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

   9 years 6 months ago [\#1294547687](#1294547687)

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 Actually I think ur Dick looks fine and it's Girth is ginormous statistically. If u wanted completely natural and slightly larger I feel u could've gotten 2 rounds of 10? rather than 5 rounds total.

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

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 You guys are nuts. You will never ever ever be happy with your dicks. Oh got size, but now I have ridges. Got rid of the ridges, think I need another half Inch of size. Quit searching for something to be insecure about.

All of us will be rotten in the ground in a few decades and nobody will remember us or give a shit.

After I get PMMA I am never fucking logging into this whiny sad sacking site again.

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

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 You guys shouldn't even care if ur called out on it. They would never be able to tell what size you were before the procedures. I just don't see any man getting made fun of for having a bigger penis.

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

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##  Re: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

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